鴨子理論~This's my place~

記得上篇 回顧2007  還歷歷在目,現在竟然也到了回顧2008的時間點~
                                                                               
記得去年在寫的心情是有點期待2008的來到~
                                                                               
今年的心情卻是有點沉重~可能和經濟大蕭條有關吧~
                                                                               
不管~先來回顧一下2008年我做了哪些事情~
                                                                               
                                                                               
在今年為了自己英文能力的提升,和高中同學一起去報名了上英文課(一整年的課)
                                                                               
話說~前半年我和他都很認真的去上課.不管公司是不是很忙,就是一定準時去上課
                                                                               
但是八九月後~整個懶散了~~~直到現在還是沒去上幾堂課~~
                                                                               
給自己的理由就是~都已經上過了,再上好像也不太會有進步,要在家自己看書.
                                                                               
但是~我好像也沒有做的很好@@,

不過另外可以慶幸的是,我找到另一個興趣~日文~~~
                                                                               
自己把五十音都學完了~還自己開始學文法~
                                                                               
這可能是在家唸書的結果吧~~~
                                                                               
                                                                               
在公司~
                                                                               
今年就是真的很忙碌~兩台MOCVD還真的是會搞累人
                                                                               
不過我的生產還是很不錯~工程也做的還算是OK~
                                                                               
但是在十一月開始~因為金融大蕭條的關係~
                                                                               
公司開始放假~~
                                                                               
所以這兩個月在公司~說真的很無奈,看著大家沒有訂單~
                                                                               
還有被裁掉的~~都會有種莫名的哀傷~~~
                                                                               
還好找到了我自己的新目標~~~
                                                                               
這件事在我進公司的時候就在想了~不過那時候上面的答案是不可能
                                                                               
不過也藉著這次機會可以實現夢想了~~
                                                                               
回去學校重拾書本~
                                                                               
而在學校部份也和老師達成共識~要做的事情也都確定
                                                                               
就再明年上半年要給自己一些功課了~~~
                                                                               
                                                                               
閉上眼睛,真正好好回想這一整年,
                                                                               
和去年給自己的期待和想法是否有做到~
                                                                               
我給自己六十分~不及格~~~~
                                                                               
還有很大的努力空間~
                                                                               
我想明年2009雖然不會是我大放異彩的時間~
                                                                               
但是卻會是我踏上我夢想旅途的一大步~
                                                                               
這一步~要走的穩~走的直~走的堅定~~~
                                                                               
                                                                               
希望回顧2009年,除了經濟以外~我已經具備好一個該有博士的資格~~~